Moving day is right around the corner!

So moving day is vastly aproaching....its so frigging hot outside I am really sure if its this hot that someone is going to have heat stroke on saturday! Damage deposit is paid...truck is rented.... and thanks to my bestfriend my house is almost all packed and ready to go. Got Ryan, Thane, Meeshaw, corki, TJ, Bob, Paul and maybe even my dad to help me out. LOL! Logan has to work and he'll get to miss out on all the manual labour. I think he'll be better off at work in this heat. I am so glad that I have such great people in my life that offer to help me all the time because if it was just me and paul..... I'd be moved sometime next month LOL! Wish me luck folks as I embark in the heat on my empending move! PS Find some air conditioning somewhere and hide out!!! Its way to hot outside!

RIP Jackie Hutchinson

Today my heart is filled with such sadness. Although we've only known each other the past 15 months my dear friend you were so full of life. You have made me smile, laugh and cry. My prayers are with Joe and the girls in their time of sorrow. You were truely Ddub's soldier. These past months I've lived through your travels from concert to concert from the cruise to the today show. Living your dream as you trucked along having the time of your life. You have made my life so special with your warm wishes and your friendship. I shall truely miss you. RIP My friend. :-(

Drama?

I go away and I miss all the fun. Teenage drama is always a fun thing when your not a teenager anymore. My "kids" the teenagers that arent mine but I call them mine over the weekend decieded to be teenagers. Heartbreak, teenage angst. All the drama that you could possibly have when your a teenager took place. I laugh now at the memories from my past when the world felt like it was going to kill me. Makes you wonder how we ever survived being a teenager or a kid for that matter. The funny thing is no matter what happened when growing up we managed to pull through it all, unscathed for the most part but most definatly the wiser No matter what the action was. I figured catching up with what I missed was the end of it really. No such luck with that one. Ended way to late and for a stupid reason. I think that by the end of it at a really retarded hour this morning that I have even learnt something in the outcome. Never never never leave your bestfriend side when they are fighting with someone it makes them feel abandoned and alone and then in the end you get yelled at too. ;-)!

A new beginning

Well life is still up in the air.....however, I am going to officially be an apartment dweller as of August 1. Not to sure how I really feel about that but its a new beginning never the less. Time to spread my wings and grow I suppose. As scary as it is,the thought that I am leaving my comfort zone its almost a rush at the same time. Its going to be me; away from the family I most definatly love to death. Right now its a mixture of emotions and thoughts. Not to sure if I am confident I'll survive... Hydro, cable, rent lol. I have paid rent this whole time just with everything included. I guess I am paranoid I'm not going to really make it on my own. I dont know why I think that way but sometimes I do. Next step is new furniture lol. I know I wish I had the money to buy it now before I move but I guess I am going to have to do this in baby steps take it one day at a time. Kinda like cable lol and the internet see how renting goes first with out since really it is the summer time. Who should watch TV when there is so many other things to do outdoors right. A positive start is what I am calling this. WIsh me luck!