A new beginning

Well life is still up in the air.....however, I am going to officially be an apartment dweller as of August 1. Not to sure how I really feel about that but its a new beginning never the less. Time to spread my wings and grow I suppose. As scary as it is,the thought that I am leaving my comfort zone its almost a rush at the same time. Its going to be me; away from the family I most definatly love to death. Right now its a mixture of emotions and thoughts. Not to sure if I am confident I'll survive... Hydro, cable, rent lol. I have paid rent this whole time just with everything included. I guess I am paranoid I'm not going to really make it on my own. I dont know why I think that way but sometimes I do. Next step is new furniture lol. I know I wish I had the money to buy it now before I move but I guess I am going to have to do this in baby steps take it one day at a time. Kinda like cable lol and the internet see how renting goes first with out since really it is the summer time. Who should watch TV when there is so many other things to do outdoors right. A positive start is what I am calling this. WIsh me luck!