Red Roses

Red Roses,
A simple symbol of love.
It was nice after 8 years finally to get some. For no reason but he was actually thinking about me. Nice to be thought of not because he did something wrong but because he actually was thinking about missing me. They are sitting on top of my TV stand in my front room now. I smile thinking how pretty they are. How something so simple can make you smile for awhile. Love is the question. How much love one person has for another. Is it truely enough to make you stay or is their something else that holds you around. Does one nice gesture make up for the times where you feel alone and taken advantage of? Its something to think about really. At least he finally realized he misses me when I'm not around.

October

Here we go again. October is upon us already. Weird how its already Fall. Where did the summer go? All the thoughts that run through the sunbunnies heads this time of year. I Think Yeah! Thanksgiving... then Halloween. Halloween is like christmas for me. I love it this time of year where I can step out of my bubble and be someone else. Yes I know I always tend to gravitate towards the Vampire. I have no idea the thrill or the thought being a Vampire is to me. I just wish I was one. There is this great qoute I heard "When all other little girls dreamed of being ballarina's I dreamed of being a vampire" I think all the time how great it would be. Its not the thought of blood drinking or being dead that I like its the living forever thing I think. A romantic notion of vampires. No not Edward Cullen; but Lestat! Oh yes I am a true lover of Edward Cullen too but in a fight Lestat wins my heart. His wit, his charm, his evil nature too I love him for his honesty. Yes its October and I relate it to Vampires how funny is that. Halloween is where I can be me. I suppose thats why I love it the way I do. October may be colder then August but its still my favorite time of year. Enjoy the spooks and treats this year my friends and remember in a fight.... Vampires will beat you everytime.