A Long time Between blog's

So many things can take place in such a short time. I know blogging was who I was wanting to become. Take more time to explore writing. Explore who I was through writing is more like it. So here is a catch up. New apartment GREAT. Job alright. Summer holidays over and done already. Its september now which is almost my most favorite time of the year. A time for change. As I keep writing about but not exploring because as my friend Miki says its because I am still hiding who I really am. Its not that I am afraid of myself. I guess I am afraid of what certain people might think about certain things. I know a puzzel. I suppose when I am ready to explore that for the world I will share that. Corrina says that I have three lives. The one I share with her and the family, the one I have with my own family and lastly the one I share with my boyfriend and his family. I suppose she is right it is three different worlds really. The one I tend to be the most comfortable with is the one I cant share with everyone. I know its suppose to be a world of tolerence where no one judges but as I see more and more. Nothing has really changed. People are still facing the same racist attitudes they did fifty years ago. Here I go ranting on when really this started off about my own life. I guess for now, how dad sees me is how I live my life. Scary at 34 years old and I still care what my narrow minded father thinks. Dont get me wrong I love my dad like all girls do. But he is so narrow minded and wont accept my life if he knew everything. So for now I am in hiding.